Bring out your confidence gurl!!!!!

haish~~~3 more papers to go for o's...no more 2nd chance..till now..i think i did reasonably well for my standard...well...except for ss and a.maths i guess...haish~tml a.maths paper 2, fri's iz elect history and nxt mon, mcq...urgh~~ aniwae, dnt camp on 21st..think papa bringing me overseas from 22-26....he wan me help him in carrying things and learning bout mre business stuff...going for exhibitions...1st station--Hong Kong, 2nd station--Shen Zhen, 3rd station--Taipei...final destination--back to Uniquely Singapore...great..means dun even have to unpack anything liao lorz..and no shopping ba...cause mummy not going then papa dun have the energy to bring me elsewhere...great...how i wish kor can cum along...he wanna go, but home no one (all overseas, left he n his elder brother whom he dun tok to) and sae no money...haish~~karen jie jie no leave till nxt yr de march..sianz...great..no one to go with me..tink shan shan jie jie wun be able to go to ba...but i think i will be quite not myself goin with her ba..cause dunno why, bit scared of her..hahaha...mayb cause she teacher..lolz...shu la!!! ahaha
haish...bit sian lehz...no one to tok to and play with..dunno why abit dun feel like going pg...thou like all very frenly, but still feel bit leftout..summore zuo en not going this fri..haish...lyk shua you yu zhen liddat..but quite true ba...i always dun have the thing for ppl close to my age de...usually feel more comfii with elders or the very young ones...sianz...trying very hard to adapt le..thou still dunno why feel so distant from them..oh wadeva~~heck care.
die, stomach hungry liaoz..dunno why during exam periods, i can 10 plus 11 jiu hungry liaoz...oh no...haha...think used to recesses le ba...
sianz...
sianz....
sianz...
i wan go out play.....nope, should sae i wan watch vcds..
juz now when suddenly studying history, dunno why miss Mr. Smith a lot...he's one of my favourite teachers, but went to international skl to teach le. haish...he very nice, funny and his lessons are simply fabulous...(thou sometyms i am busy tokin away...lolz)
hmm.there's a artiste search audition(something like this) by LWSSOM...dunno should join anot...i ready le mah? like still not steady enuf...haish...but mummy sae go gain experience...but i wanna learn dao very very good le, got feeling le..then go yi ming jing ren...but dunno lehz...they sae go for auditions and competitions gain exposure...but i always think that if one iz not ready, shouldn't participate, cause you wun be able to bring out the best in you and the first impression of you will not be accurate..n itz hard to change a person's opinion of you...hai...but aniwae, since every1 joining..i might as well join ba...try try luck...Zhilin like quite confident lehz..but i dun have at all..haish...muz have comfidence, if decide to do it, muz do it to the very very best!!! Gumpateh!! With confidence, half the battle iz won.....i muz believe in myself...or rather, should have confidence in all the pracs and learning, of singing i had since young, shouldnt disappoint my parents. At least strive for the very best...jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!!!!!!!so wad if didn't sing well, at least made an effort and have no regrets..and at least this shows that i have lotz more to work on...and can learn alot of things along the way............ADD OIL!!!!!
hahaha...feelin much much betta le....hmm..okok...goin to piah piah piah...jiayou!!
PS: Dear heavenly father, please grant me the wisdom, courage and determinance to persevere till the very end...please grant me a quiet heart while doin my papers, fear not of them, instead, face it with pride and confidence.Thankyou..I pray all these in Jesus's most precious name...
Amen